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The Journey Begins

by Miserator

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1.
Hey, I just wanted to call you, to tell that you are beautiful. Please don't let the media and markets dictate what is acceptable, and what you should be. They will destroy your self-image, and then take advantage of that by offering a product, to fill the unrealistic expectations they have created, with just a profit in mind. By beautiful, I also mean that you have a beautiful persona. I learned the hard way to embrace what I truly am. I wasted years trying to please people, tried to be something I'm not, but it only kept me depressed and my self-esteem low. Luckily, I undestood to give that up. It was a huge relief, I felt finally free. I became stronger and more confident. True friends will always accept you, even when you take off your most sensitive mask. It all begins from within. Remember who you are, embrace it, and you will find happiness.
2.
Virus 02:33
We are the superior conquers, destroying every obstacle, faithfully we worship the holy god of consumption, Relentlessly splurging all the resources we don't have much left, greed feeds us another temptation, Spreading ourselves to another region, multiplying to infinity, Destroying the environment and moving to another Increasing our reign of doom and colonizing the entire earth wiping out all other life we are the tyrants Once everything is consumed, we find a new host, Exoplanets nearby, will be our next homes, We are the parasites, we are the plague No one will have mercy as we spread without infection Humanity has the power, control over everything, No point in resisting, just submit to your masters we are evil and heartless Showing no signs of empathy ruthless, injurious beings almighty devastators There's only one conclusion to make Humanity is a virus
3.
The walls look way too familiar, as I fall asleep For a slight moment I feel the presence of you There is not a day, Without anxiety, I just need someone to come and take me home I never got to feel those emotions guess I'm meant to be left alone I never got to feel those emotions I'm losing my consciousness I can't hold on, when I have nothing to love It wastes my soul I can't be strong, when I don't know where to belong, It makes me to fold For my whole lifetime I've been searching for home, some place where I could feel a little less alone, rejecting, lying, betraying, is everything I get, I just need someone to come and take me home I never got to feel those emotions guess I'm meant to be left alone I never got to feel those emotions I'm losing my consciousness I can't hold on, when I have nothing to love It wastes my soul I can't be strong, when I don't know where to belong, It makes me to fold I will never get to feel those emotions guess I'm meant to be left alone I will never get to feel those emotions Just please, come and take me home!!!!!!
4.
Work, buy, consume then die Can't you see your living in a lie? Infinite economical growth keeps you tied The system based on destruction leaders corrupted to corporate interests, you are nothing more than a slave to plutocracy You are nothing more than a slave to substance A prisoner to the tyrants You are nothing more than a slave To The dominion of imaginary wealth Sell your soul, and by a new one It has a price tag on it Sell your values, consume your morals, Because everything's for sale Buy this, eat that, you will need those Happiness comes in big packages Throw away the broken, it's not made to last anyway Disposable society, synonym to progression All hail to the mighty god of matter You are nothing more than a slave to substance A prisoner to the tyrants You are nothing more than a slave To The dominion of imaginary wealth Sell your soul, and by a new one It has a price tag on it Sell your values, consume your morals, Because everything's for sale
5.
Who are you to tell me, Who I should be, what should become? You keep pushing me to the max My wrath keeps on growing You mocked me, Shoved me to the ground, You left me with a wound You keep on laughing with a group, covering your cowardice Oppressing, distressing From day to day Harasment, desertion Left all alone Depression and despair are the only moods I have Don't you feel bad have you no sympathy? There will be, a dawn of a new day, When all seems so much brighter, As I lay down to sleep, my nightmares shatter The Strength that I used to bear No one seems to care, they silently walk away Blaming myself for, every bruise that I'm trying to hide Who are you to treat me, Like I wouldn't feel the pain I'm starting to get enough, this is all too usual I know most of you, think it was just a joke Is it still so fucking funny when someone hanged herself? Oppressing, distressing From day to day Harasment, desertion Left all alone Depression and despair are the only moods I have Don't you feel bad have you no sympathy? There will be, a dawn of a new day, When all seems so much brighter, As I lay down to sleep, my nightmares shatter The Strength that I used to bear
6.
On The Edge 04:40
In the deep dark cranny called my consciousness inside of my brain, I wonder around aimlessly trying to find the cure for this ache, it seems like an endless journey, horror story countinously gloomy, the further I go the lesser I hope that I would end up safely back home CAUTERTIZE all my inner zest for life DEVASTATE to the point I no longer give a damn CONSUME all the pleasure out my head Make me a ragdoll and let me fall down from the roof LET GO, THERE'S NO REASON TO SUFFER GIVE UP, YOU'RE WORTH NOTHING ANYWAY LET GO, NO ONE WILL BE MISSING YOU GIVE UP, RELINQUISH THIS CRUELTY it is taking control over my thinking, feeling like shrinking, thoughts are fading, IT'S TAKING OVER, I'M FEELING COLDER, I have no escape from here, starting to fear, that someone is near YOU HAVE TO RUN, JUST START TO RUN but my legs don't move and I freeze in place, I close my eyes and to revive IT IS NOT HELPING, IT IS NOT HELPING So I'm starting to see, that this is the end as I'm staring down from the edge And I'm just a light step away from death Those eyes, Those words, Those feels, Soon none of them live on these heels These eyes, These words, These feels, Soon there's nothing under my feet NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Those eyes, Those words, Those feels, Now there's nothing under my feet
7.
Wrath - Is the root of all evil, the origin of fear and violence Gluttony - Billions in famine, while the west waste half of it's food Greed - Rules the human mind, So give me everything here and now Sloth - Reluctance to work, makes you take everything for granted Lust - Makes you want more, power, money by the expense of others Pride - Delusion of priviledge, makes you demand special treatment Envy - Discontent feeling, bitterness towards someone's success The seven deadly sins control the lives of us all War after war, only exploding bomb keeps the industry's wheels rolling We feast for the glory of food, while thousands of people die for hunger everyday We are the definition of greed, our choices lead by wants, not needs We divide ourselves with marks, to make us forget we're all human Our desires force us, to enslave people for our pleasure After we have it all, we still envy our neighbors Humans take everything for granted, you selfish superficial pieces of shit 2x The seven deadly sins control the lives of us all
8.
Spreading messages of hope To the people living in extreme poverty Promises of salvation Told to people dying from starvation We're looking for the antidote, Cure for the unsustainable, Lifestyle we are all guilty of, before mass extinction BEFORE MASS EXTINCTION How can you fucking claim that there is no problem in this mass con- sumer society where our standard of living is produced, by little kids forced to slavery but still in famine, with the cost of environmental annihilation? Reject your fucking ego Enter to the dying world Stop pretending there's nothing wrong in the system We tend to sugar coat everything, Close our eyes from reality, Out of sight means out of mind, So mighty divine, make us blind MAKE US BLIND MAKE US BLIND
9.
Remember 04:07
I Grow up with you by my side just can't believe you're gone now We shared the same journey together and now I Should go on with mine And I never felt, that you would leave me this way, without goodbye, So when I cry, Remember: I will miss you, but still I have to, learn how to let go, Live and let die, to understand why, You can't come back. You were always there for me, When I had an awful day No one else could understand, You did without a word And that is true, you helped me grow to the one, I'm am today, So when I cry, Remember: I will miss you, but still I have to, learn how to let go, Live and let die, to understand why, You can't come back. 2 x Remember: I will miss you, but still I have to, learn how to let go, Live and let die, to understand why, You can't come back.
10.
Hope 05:05
All my life I've been wondering, where I will find the real hope in, before I lose myself The result took years to gain, although it is a simple play: it comes from the inside This feeling, of breaking away from those things, that are pulling me down... ...Is amazing, relief in my own life, leading into..... ....Happiness in my own life, from day to day enjoying the moments Even if I'm feeling empty, There's always hope My self-esteem was so low, I didn't have anywhere to go, then I found out why Nowhere is just in my head, realized when laying on my bed: I'm now and here all the time I'ma lift myself to the clouds I'ma be proudly genuine I'ma be whatever I really want to be I'ma try my best every time, try to pull out my missing smile, and if I fail I'll raise to try again This feeling, of breaking away from those things, that are pulling me down.... ...Is amazing, relief in my own life, leading into..... ....Happiness in my own life, from day to day enjoying the moments Even if I'm feeling empty, There's always hope AND ALL THOSE WHO DIDN'T BELIEVE IN ME THIS IS WHERE I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG I WILL PROVE MYSELF
11.
Revolution 04:50
Don't let anything come between you and this feeling, This is the time when I have finally found home I never thought everything could happen so easily guess it's just because you are the special one Sometimes it's just the right place and time two paths cross surprisingly Everything just falls into place, into something beautiful This is a revolution, break yourself free the only arms we bear are love & sympathy I promise to hold your hand, only tighter when the times are bad until the end Guess it's your ability to have feets on the ground maybe your mysteriously attractive essence Whatever it may be, you're the perfect kind for me Someone to share the rest of my life happily Sometimes it's just the right place and time two paths cross surprisingly Everything just falls into place, into something beautiful This is a revolution, break yourself free the only arms we bear are love & sympathy I promise to hold your hand, only tighter when the times are bad until the end Chorus
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*INSTRUMENTAL*

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The Debut album for the one man project Miserator is now out.

Arttu Häkkilä is a multi-instrumentalist and music production student, and this album takes over various genres as a challenge for the artist himself.

Whether you enjoy acoustic guitar music, r'n'b, Metal(core), Rap, djent, pop, death metal, symphonic or melancholic piano music, there is something for everyone!

Take a listen of a album, that throws genre restrictions straight into garbage, and creates a unique collection of experimental music!

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released December 14, 2015

All credits to Arttu Häkkilä

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Miserator Lahti, Finland

Debut album out 14.12.2015! One man experimental DIY music project. Metal and its derivatives blended with death and pop.

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